Hi, this is my first post here. i had another blog before but i prefer to create the new one. Honestly its just i need to talk n share what i feel now. I dono if somebody out there will read this n leave a comment but it makes me feel better when i started writing here.
Well, emmm... I had a fight lastnight, wd my boyfriend. he got mad becoz i told him that i dont trust him. we're having this net relation, where we've only seen each other in cam. i dont care what people said, net love, cyber love, untrusted love, but my feelings for him are real. and i know he does...
It started from last few months when i found his post n comments wd someone else. i dont care about his past but those comments posted newly. we had a fight about this before n he said all those accounts is not him n told me to ask his friend. he never explain me completely n push me to ask his friend when i started asking while all i wanted to hear is from his mouth. i only asked few words to make me comfy, he choose the hardest way n started telling such painful sentences while all i need is only one complete explanation. finally he explains all at the end. thatssssss itttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!! i waited for it a monthsssss. why so hard to explain, why so hard to be soft kind hearted boyfriend. if im wrong, he should tell me, if he is wrong then i should remind him right?? bcoz we both stuck where we r now. only love n honest that can make us survive. but we're not having common relation, we have commitment thats why a complete explanations is always needed. Yeah i was thinking wrong, wished i hear his explanation early.
I sent him offline messages but now i dono, does he prefers to fix everything which is bent or break it all at once. i shouldnt be worried right? if he is really there for me he will be there.......
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